?Wednesday, January 31, 2007
this is my 200th post :D
i seriously hate schools
perhaps i dont study in there
but having fun & sorrows instead
AND THE MAIN THING IS
TO GO THERE & LET TEACHERS SCOLD
raghs ~ soon the hatreds will get deeper
Nvm . i gotta bear ~
3more years to go T_T
life is getting more fuckedup
duno why my temper getting so bad
pardon me if i cant control :x
at home also liddat ~ hais !
whats gotten into me ?! zz
in school so stressed ~
like today .!!!!
math tchr teach me how many
times i also cnt get it :'(
geo tchr say me not concentrating
she say i like sleeping soon.
i was really really really tired pls
at least i tried to stay awake right.
tired till i feel like fainting ahs ~
aftr school reached home;
mood totally not good .
dont feel like talking at all`
life is not getting right for me at all
TRICIA TING , CHEERUPS :)
boy, im getting crazy over you
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?Monday, January 29, 2007
school as usual .
puis ~ raghhhhh
dasao you better go sch tml ah !
i hate mondays seriously ~~
another 4days of study again
boooooooos x(
but im looking forward to weekends
hehes ~ very standard lahs
saturday is my outing day &
sunday, my sleeeeeeping times :D
my class is verh cute today aftr sch
ahahah , MISS TEO SUCK-ED TOTALLY`
im a nice student.
i dont scold like yenping does.
HAHAHA , :PpPpPpPp oooppies *
and i love mine class ;D38huihui ~ cheerup anyway x333weeeekends faster come !!
they give me whatever i wants. i just cant repay them what they wished for. i know im their only hope now. Sorry , im just that stupid~ week 8, is my 1st aim. I swear i'll study for that test.
The tears behind all these terrible situations, made me stronger. And i can see the change in me. I found the old him friendster, i cant believe it. why the feeling is back? im sucha moron -.- Sam , really thanks for the past few weeks. I felt that you changed anyway. Go for the girl you want, i know you'll suceed. As for me, im changing for the good. Stonger & stronger after each incident. I know myself .. And i also understand myself that no one does.
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?Sunday, January 28, 2007
actually im so lazy to upload all lahs
i shall upload some nia !
dun let you all see video&ALL the pics
BLEAHHHHHHS ! lol
sorry i just wana be kiddy ! :D
went for their autograph today
bahahaha , im so crazy over dem
thanks ANDREA . I LOVE YOU!
AND SORRY TOO .
i thought hebe would be the prettiest :(
but ended up selina . aiks ~~
BUT I STILL LOVE HEBE :DD

sexy&pretty SELINA :DD
gorgeous&cool HEBE !!! :DDDDDD
pretty&coool ELLA ! :DD


ending of the concert x(((((((
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?Saturday, January 27, 2007
before the concert~

the very 1st few seconds of the start

MORE TO UPLOAD TML :)
AND VIDEOS TOOOO.
A LIL FEVER DUE TO THE STUPID WEATHER
IM OFF TO BED ~ SMUACKS !
I LOVE S.H.E LAHS :DD
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darn high today !
early in the morning bogei came my house
do choco's 1st . LOVES' LOL !!!
nd aftr tad daddy drove me nd rene to
sembawang . and off we go to bugis`
saw bibiYinghui baby .
dhen xiaojiajia JIE&caizhuang MOM
they're sweeeeet :)
rene and me so pekchek pls !~ zz
cos of the !!!!! ragh . dun say :x
then we took train to kallang
cabbed to indoor stadium
AND I WAS DARN HAPPY :DDDDD
waahahaha.
bought DVD of their concert in hongkong
WENT IN AND WAITED SO LONG .
BUT WORTH IT OK :D
CONCERT STARTED !
WEEEHEEES ! LOL :x
sorry im too crazy over them :S
i keep shouting and when fei lun hai
come out , i cant rest dhen .
same for all the SUPER FANS
rene was like :
fei lun hai so pathetic sia.
LMAO~ they snatched S.H.E's stage !
ragh ! :p bt when they sing with hebe
tads so cooool :D
finally aftr 2songs S.H.E is out again
SCREAMED AGAIN
and they're back in when Sun yan zi out
she's so sexy ~ wooot .
aftr the concert so sad lahs x(
daddy came and fetch me
rene went off with ellis mother
and dhen we seperated
how sad , i miss THEM
NOT RENE !!! BUT S.H.E ! LOL
damn jam , daddy was fucking pekchek
dun dare tok to him lahs
we took 2hrs++ dhen reached home
and we passed HIS house.
the old him , which alot memories passes :SSS
boooohoooos . dun care lahs ~
anyway ; i took alot of pics today
not me . S.H.E'S :DDDDDDD
I SWEAR THEIR NEXT CONERT IN SINGAPORE I WILLLLLLLLL GO :DDDD
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?Friday, January 26, 2007
school as usual !~
but its a friday :DDDDD
wahahas,
aftr sch yenpingXg pei me
go health checkup .
ahha. i was like so crazy
wearing the shirt for x-rays
LA MAO !!!
dhun really rmbr wad happened lahs
want know jiu go her blog .
she's alway so detailed ; lol !
marcus bro want meet me today
bt i dhun feel like lahs
and he keep insist sia!
he must be verh yandao today.
thats why ~ LOL !!
ytd he on phone with me so cute can
woooooot, I LOVE HIM :D
and i will be alright aftr today :)
cos tml i gonna drunk my sorrrows ~
woooot . COOOOOOL !!
LOOKING FORWARD TO TML MAN !
I BLESS THEM ~ :D
TRICIA , BOGEI , KAILINGDASAO, NGQINQIN & 38HUIHUI;
REALLY MANY THANKS WORH .
ESPECIALLY TRICIA SIS .
IVE BEEN BOTHERING YOU ALOT
I THINK TODAY GONA BE THE LAST DAY
OF MY SORROWS FOR THAT HEARTLESS
CRYSTAL SALT . LMAO ~
I LOVE YOU GUYS :D
TML FASTER FASTER COME !
GONA GO BUGIS 1ST
THEN KALLANG TO S.H.E CONCERT
AHAHAHAS ! SO EXCITED LAHS,
I DO HATE HIM
MESSAGE FOR TRICIA,BOGEI&38HUIHUI ::
i do hope you 3 read this :)
you're just simply in my situation
but i lost in the game
everytink is not over for you girls
if you CHERISH,
everything is still not late
believe me .
you girls dhun cherish when
they are treasuring you
and now they dont seemed to
be so caring anymore ,
you all start to panic.
seee , if dun want end up like me
pleaseeee , treat them well now.
u'll get what you want :)
as for me , dhun worry .
mine game over lers ~
i'll start treasuring ******
secretive eh ?
i guess you all know duno who's tad
LOL , ask me .
you all know who's tad ders
and pls ! listen to me ,
nothing will go wrong !
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?Wednesday, January 24, 2007
booohooo ,
FUCK THE M AHS !!
MAKE ME SO XINGKU >,<
BAHHHS !
lolol :[[[[
ytd sister came back frm hongkong
she bought a mp3 for my Bdae , wooot ~
bt kena scream frm her.
its my fault , i dint shout back :x
she go with a luggage &
came back with 1luggage,3heavy bags -.-
and today wake up so headache ~
walk until like fainting soon
and so , of cause i dint in the end
sch per normal . SIANNNN-NESS ~~~
fuckingg sleeeeeepy !!!
lacking alot of sleeps .
omg , wad sam and my girls said was true
really cnt cry on your birthday
since aftr my birthday,
ive been crying alot T_T
not infront of friends & family lah...
enough of my nonsense :D
byeeee and yeap !
definately not forgetting my christie ER JIE bdae ~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SISTER :)
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?Sunday, January 21, 2007
boooohooo ~
im slacking my weekends >,<
ytd was sleeping whole day and
today gonna chiong homeworks
owe math cher 2weeks lers `
38huihui came my house
help me do art .
enjoying perhaps !!
i keep talking nonsense and
she's helpinq me do seriously
do finish liao i still got
alot of rubbish to tell her
lmao , making her so irritated!
im like keep saying :
samwong(wang shao wei) my husband
HAHAHHA !
in the end we discussing
how to take back her baobei***
bt i tink i giving up lahs
sucha dumbbo ,
pple go liao then i at here sighing~
blahhs .
im gonna do my math
& dhen audition now ;) byeeeeeeeeees x3
I SERIOUSLY HATE SCHOOLS
THE END
?Saturday, January 20, 2007
THANKS SAM ALOT LAHS
SO TOUCHED BY THE WAY HE APOLOGISE
AND PPLE DHUN MISUNDERSTOOD
COS WE'RE LIKE REAL BRO&SIS THAT CLOSE ~
sam: you better fall in love with that jerk & forget that jerk
LOL ! EVEN GOD ALSO DUNO
WHAT THE HECK HE TALKING RIGHT !
TELL ME LOVE A JERK&FORGET HIM
LMAO ~ BROTHER , DUN ACT STUPID !
ANYWAY , SEE I SO NICE
SPECIALLY THIS POST FOR YOU .
( AND DASAO KAILING ^^ )
MUCH THANKS TO SAM HUH ~
CHEERED ME UP ALOT (:
FOR EVERY GUY THAT COME ACROSS ME
AND ONLY YOU UNDERSTAND
TADS WHY I WOULD FIND YOU :P
SERIOUSLY I DONTKNOW WHY
WHEN TAD LIER DHUN CONTACT ME
I FEEL SO STRANGE T_T
LOL ~ LET IT PASSSSSSSSSSS :D
DASAO KAILING !
( real bloodKor girlfren )
CHEERUP ALRIGHT ?
I KNOW IS MY KOR FAULT !
BUT AFTERALL , U'LL BECOME STRONGER (:
HE NEVER PEI YOU NVM !
GOT XIAOMEI HERE !
SRY I CNT DO ANYTINK TO HELP U
COS ITS VERY HARD TO
COMMUNICATE WITH MY KOR NOW~
BUT NO MATTER WAD HAPPENS,
YOU CAN ALWAYS CALL ME UP !
LOVESYA ~ SMILE HUH ! : D
THE END
?Friday, January 19, 2007
reply to tagssssss :
unknown - LOL ! thanks -.-
meijun - sures girl`
amanda - sent ya . LMAO
xiaoyin - thanks worh ! muacks
samL - aiyahs over lers dhun say liao.
bt i was really dulan uu luh ! chaoahbeng lol x3
passer - lol , so nice of u to tag me everyday -.- thks!
mseugenia - thks my sweetest SWTHEART!!
missya too lahs !! MUACKS!
tricia - lol ! x33
yenping - haas, thanks ah xingan ~
kaikai - DASAO !! its ok lah ! siao!
THANKS FOR YTD ! LOVEESSSSSSS
tricia - hees , thanks i loveya sis !
yianni - thanks girl ! smuack~
pictures from 13january till today(:

keweiBBjie& me : D



dearest kailing Dasao !!!!!<3
the cake that dasao bought for me!
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?Thursday, January 18, 2007
happy birthday to me !!!!!!
thanks those who msg me and wished a happy birthday ! much appreciation *
and also not forgotten those who wished in msn :D and tads Rachelaiai & bbCerlynYi ! sorry if i missed out any . and my beloved class,2M2 ~ many many thanks ! i was kinda touched huh =/ and aftr sch thanks BogeiDear Yenping 38huihui Qinhui Andrea . sorry for my stupid attitude ~ aftr at bukitpangjang with them , went sembawang find dasaoKailing !!! weeeeees ~ yayness***** when leaving lers jasonJiefu msg-ed me . and too bad i was at woodlands . bbkeweiJie ! thanks for ur msg <3 color="#ffffff">much thanks to those who wished me (:
new year new start for me . blahhhhhhhhhhhhhh ~ i old one year lers =/ lol . my youth :((((( LMAO . all this pple who wished me are much better than the old HIM , which everybody dont likes me to mentioned abt him . cos it has been like 2yrs ? uhhuh . i've made up my mind to forget and start a new route . bt when i really try very hard on it , another guy come hurting me . and so , im really confused . today really thought alot of things so i cried badly .. everything's over now and people . MY BIRTHDAY IS COMING !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LMAO , 365 MORE DAYS : DDDDDDDDDDD
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?Wednesday, January 17, 2007
wooot .
in sch lab now
cired badly just now T_T
i bear for the whole chi lessons =/
thanks & sorry girls ,
im alright (:
bogei ~ dhun cry for me ! lol .
cheerups <3
going to find andrea & DASAO KAILING ltr !!!!!
WISH ME HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!!!
happy birthday to myself :D
THE END
?Tuesday, January 16, 2007
raggghs !
today early in the morning
jiu bad mood lahs !
msleong catched my skirt
wtf lors, still got other pple shorter than mine
dun want catch , jiu catch me~ zz
my mother help me alter
till so xingku !
dey tell me go unpick . ccb x(
and made me missed my P.E
nextweek gotta run extra 2rds~
ahhhhhhh, dun say lers. hmpf*
aftr sch supposed to go tamp
but town instead ~
38huihui so crazy can,
and i know she's actually verh sad`
all pics not with me .
and im flunking my maths hw
do until going crazy ~
feeling so idiotic in math class T_T
i miss dasao KAILING badly.
dasao whre are you !!! x'(
i just cant get things out of my mind . cause im seriously hurt inside ; only a moron like me will still be thinking of stuffs that already passed for a century ~ please ! kill the pain in me ! i dont want another sad birthday ! just grant me that lil wish please ...
THE END
?Saturday, January 13, 2007

me&nuer (:
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layying&38hui
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layying & me xD
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with edit & no edits (:
which one better ? =/
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38hui & kapoh nuer (:
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hohhos ~
just reached home .
t0day aftrnoon 38huihui&Kapohnuer
came my hse makeups 1st `
den went to glassesshop
collect our contact lense ~
sorry i was taking so long :pPpPp
meet cindyNuer&layying at cwp
had lunch den headed off to bugis
wasnt fun at all :(
bt i saw caizhuangMother&
xiaojiajiaJie .
mother called me &smiled ~
nvr call jie cos kapoh wallet lost
so also no mood lahs .
aftr tinks settled down
go town find pingXingan
paiseh i was so embarassing :pPp
pei 38hui go find her gan-mommy
lazy say wad happened nahs
aftr dat go fareast find BBkeweiJie
i walked halfway i shouted
happy birthday , lol .
tink nobody heard it lahs.
cos HE wont even hear it ~ blahhs
bbjie told me to find her alone
and so i did . LOL
ahh , was feeling terrible ~
but thanks bbjie :))
went back to find dem
they're taking so long
and my leg was darn pain.
sumore i feeling REAL TERRIBLE
went wna go home lers i want
take cab ~
nobody wanted , only thanks
pingXingan pei me ~
pardon for my attitude girls ..
when you all buying drinks ~
sorrrrry ='/
lastly , happy birthday to him ~
gonna upload the picsss
only some at 38hui hp ,
like me & bbjie ders pic dere :(
THE END
?Friday, January 12, 2007
booooooooos
im so tired :(
gonna prepare go out lerS ~
so long nvr see cindy they all lahs !
weees ~
silent happy birthday to him <333
(sorry tricia,)
THE END
?Thursday, January 11, 2007
Tricia sis :
much sorry i wasnt dere on 9jan . you're always dere for me & i wasnt dere ? omg ~ i feel so bad .. dont ever say you wanna die again . that's really silly ~ people who cares for you like yengminn will really get worried huh ! anyway, really sorry & thanks for uur concern (:
38huihui told me not to drag anymore
and i started to tell him .
IM LIKE A IDIOTIC CAN !?
AND NOW HE'S EVEN SHAG !
WTF I DOING ?!
I MIGHT AS WELL GO DIE CAN .
ARGGGGGGG
KILL ME KILL ME !! x'((((
THE END
?Wednesday, January 10, 2007
ahhh ~
im so lazy to blog ..
how come im telling trica abt him?!
im so hopeless ~!
"would you be mine again ?
i just love you so much"
AHHHHH !~!!
he wrote tis is his msn nick !
i was totally crying like fuck
when i see tad ! x'(((((
sigh* even the promise to myself,
i broke it .
i promised 2007 i wont say abt him anymre
and now, his bdae is coming
&wad the fuck i excited sial ? zz
ARGGGH ='/
and lastly a thanks to JasonBro~
he knows wad im talking ..
THE END
?Friday, January 05, 2007





New Year Eve night pics
and fireworks ^^
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aftr sch reached home bathe
liao also can zilian ~~ LMAO.ahhh ,,,,
just audition finish ^^
was keep winning at first
with othr pple
bt in the end play with jason
lose like shiat -.-
better not let him see tis :pPpPp
i gonna spend my weekends in bed
im sooooo tired ~
gonna have my beauty sleep now,
nights people !! ^^
tell me ,
what can i do other than desiring things?
indulge in the beautiness around you *
Never wait till when beauty is gone,
and what is left will be darkness ..
THE END
?Thursday, January 04, 2007
aww ~
again i thought 2nd day would
be better and i went to
school with a happy mood
once again im catched -.-
duhh , angry *
then anyhow tie 1st lahs
no mirror no comb
nothing also dun have
how to tie properly !~
ughhh ,
go toilet tie plaitssssss !
wana make msleong angry nia
in the end she still complimented me
ahhhhh, LOL.
forget it `!
hairstyles i wana tie,
she'll nvr be happy .
and today the sampat
yenpingXG say my plaits
looked like SATAY !
LMAO ~!
i tried to be happy at times, at home , at school or wherever place im not alone. yeah, i can make it. bt deep inside dere's a wound that seemed to be taking forever to heal. o please, it really hurts. lie & lie & lie .. i just couldnt accept the fact. And people around me is so shag. even the smiling ones ~ even a happy birthday that i wana say to HIM is really difficult . and also a happy birthday from him to me. he's birthday is 13th & mine is 18th ~ will anybody remember my birthday ? lol ~ every year, realblood jie will buy a cake for me. everybody will stay at home for me at night. this year, not even a single person is at home ..
THE END
?Wednesday, January 03, 2007
1st day of sch ~
thot it'll be great
bt it ended up like shiat
everything went wrong
my hair was tied up ok!
and was kena catched
early in the morning ,
argggg ~ pekchek*
lucky mstan let me off .
bt she cock eye ah !
say i dyed my hair
wad a tcher man , i dint ok
was damn shag lors
aftr she let me go,
i dun feel like going bk to class
den went toilet alone ~
called 38huihui ,
she dint ans me then
bobian luh ~
went bak to class . hais!
and everything started & ended with a sad day
sry ,
i dont mean to hurt you guys.
im just not a nice girl
dont pin hopes on me
THE END
?Monday, January 01, 2007
ytd meet qinhui 1st ~
my parents drove us to cwp
amanda haven reached so
meet 38huihui & andrea
awhile nia lahs
then amanda came ~
bought qinhui's shirt and everytink
den leave lers ~
i was supposed to meet so
many pple ytd bt dint get to meet
even 1 . LOL
reception was damn LOUSY, fcuk ~
left cwp headed to bugis
& seperated with qinhui
shop finish with amanda
was about 6sumtink
so went town lors~
thot would be countdown-ing
at dere bt ended at marina
LOLS, at town was with
amanda,yenping,weiting,jowena&jiarou
saw a few frenster pple
zoe was outside cine too
talked bout the 38huihui tink lahs~ zz
then go esplanade wasnt with them
is with amanda 2 guy fren
LOL, lame pple =pPp
saw sallyMOTHER too~
bt when finding dem i was DAMN PEKCHEK!
so many pple sumore !!!
we both was so fedup ok ..
den in the end :
aiyah ! we go enjoy ourself lahs!
left 5mins nia !!
LOL, really did enjoy
cos i was so irritating !
keep fan amanda :
faster faster !! so nice !!
tke pic tke pic !
lol , all i know is faster nia =p
meet them during the fireworks
sat down at staircase
RECEPTION DAMN DAMN DAMN LOUSY
angry ah ! hai me cnt meet my darlink
qinhui came aftr the fireworks when
i was feeling very very low =/
cos sometink happened ahs ~
dun wna write out lahs
she came i totally cheeredup !
LOL, all her stupid jokes .
daddy came fetch me with kor,
dasao & his frens ~
i seperated with amanda they all
ard 2plus ~
went duno whre to have supper with them
slept at ard 5plus ~
so tired ,
i dun have any pics with me
its with amanda ..
takecare all (:
its a new yr & a new start !
abandon the unhapiness behind (:
tke nice memories with you ~
have a blessed year ahead all . SMUACKIES!
HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL !
THE END